Insomnia -
The highlight of my night.
Late night walks down the street.
I see a pub brawl going on somewhere,
A drunken, sprawling fight,
Unto death,
Or something like it.
Hungover and headachy,
Feelin' like shit,
They head home,
Stopping on the way to mug yours truly.
'10P? That' it?
That all you got?'
'Spent most to get some fags, see
Then threw the rest down a drain, see'
'What you go and do that for?'
'Boredom, see -
You want to have a go at being me
Just for a day, maybe,
To see how boredom can kill you.
Could kill me.
Anything to stay amused,
Whispering sweet nothings to ease the mind...
Anyway, gonna have to flee
When you people look at me
What is it you think you see?
A frightened boy
Alone, afraid,
Or just a foolhardy cherade?
Do you see through the shell I make?
Look closely at your empty fate;
Is this who you want to be?
A shell borne of transparency?
Wake up, open your eyes,
To see the nothingness inside
A hollow shell, bereft of pride
Moulded by society, hollow
Is this the path you want to follow?
But is it true
What you think you see?
Or is it a fake?
Not the real me?
You don't know
Probably don't care
But when you next see yourself
Beware
Do you see yourself, real and true?
Or do you see a farce, not you?
The dragons fly.
Twisting acrobatically;
Swirling. Like moving mist,
They soar. Defying gravity;
Pushing their way through
The immaterial clouds.
The dragons fly.
This time;
It may be their last.
They have come to take them,
And their fiery, vengeful breath,
Is ineffectual. Dark shadows,
Twisting, swirling. And then -
They are gone. All is quiet.
The dragons fly once more.
Current Residence: UK Favourite genre of music: indie/emo/experimental/new wave/acoustic Favourite style of art: photography/digiart. Operating System: Vista. MP3 player of choice: wmp11. Shell of choice: windows aero. Wallpaper of choice: big, please. Personal Quote: your mum's personal quote.
Favourite Movies
Dark City.
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
alexisonfire. or underoath. or here the face. or atreyu. or.. just don't ask.
Favourite Writers
Terry Pratchett.. still.
Favourite Games
haha, insaniquarium.
Tools of the Trade
photoshop 7, always, canon eos 1d, tripod, computer and a big bag of tricks.
Other Interests
music, gigs, photography, home printing, general run-of-the-mill teenager stuff.
Hey there! I see that its your birthday either now or very soon.. well, I hope you have a great one! Celebrate it to the fullest, its YOUR day! Best wishes. ~18th August.
i have noticed you still visit the site regularly but have not uploaded any pictures, I have half dropped the Art and creativity using computer applications and decided to concenrate on computing, the more technical aspect.
I had a interview for a job as a technicain at a local school but did not get it. Hope your ok. I have seen your documentarys seemed interesting.
I have had a bad few month, due to a brain tumor. Was diagnosed mid March and had it removed late March. But i got some good news, i was non cancer Also i have passed my btec NA for it practitioners.
Hope to see more of your work soon, and to hear back
Jamie